Lux Aetheris

Have you ever felt
something
so utterly irrational
that you want to shake it off
turn it off
you want to remain
sober-minded
but it won't leave
this foolish idea
of something
this presence
and IF it left
you would miss it
inexplicably

it's just a notion

but you want to keep it

so you cherish
every little sign
ridicilously small
most probably
coincidental
and insignificant

except

IF it isn't
you feel
there is a possibility
however minuscular
of a conjunction
outside of time